its a tiring campus life~

its 3.30 pm,and ive been in this hall for about 4 hours,x tmasok 3 jam smlam,and i didnt sleep for two days now. Biology clock aku takyah cakapla,memang da terabur2 sampai aku rasa badan sendiri da tak dapat beza waktu tidor,makan,bangun etc. Yang penting,sangat sangat TIRING semua ini.uhuk2. Ni punn kire bertabah dan kuatkan semangat je semate2 untuk final project. For the sake of this neverending coding-life. Haha. Even to this day,i dont know what am i doing in software eng. Macam tetibe je dapat course yang pelik nih, dari dulu just so-so je pasal it,now ni aku boleh kate up to date betul pasal teknologi dalam dunie ni. Haha. Kalau tak,memang aku tertinggal la jawabnye. Anyway,it has been 3 years now. Aku dari tak minat langsung software eng ni, skang dah boleh develop system. hehe pencapaian menarek. And to be frank,its an exciting course. And hopefully keje nanti pun best. Ive come to like wat am i doing now much more than 3 years before. Tak sabar nak grad! :)

Tapi,persoalan la pulak timbul time2 dah nak grad nih. Should i further my master degree? SHould i starting my career..(ecewah career tu..). Haha. Im in a dilemma right now. Parents aku tak kesah ape pun keputusan aku,but yela..in the end of course aku kene jugak pilih kan. The decision making tuh la the hardest part. Cuz both ade baik buruk nye. WAAA... cemane ek? Dah lame dah pk pasal nih,and sebnanye sampai sekarang nih belum lagi ade decision yang aku buat. Serioucly confuse. COnfusing. Kalau aku sambung master degree, means i have 2 more years as a student, but by the age of 23, dah ade master~ menarek kan? But 2 years i spend to complete master tuh kawan2 lain yang keje dah kumpul duit bribu riban dah. Jeles la aku nanti. Hehe. And its even harder becoz the best choice to do my master degree wud be HERE. so, inspite of the fact that i really wanna get myself outta here, i have to spend another 2 YEARS in this place. Memang tuh la paling tak menarek hati aku tuh. Ish2. Kadang2 cam bengong je, nam epun nak menuntut ilmu, ade hati nak demand2. Tapi...sedihla..3 tahun da jauh dari umah.. nak kene stay lagi ke kat sini??? =(

And my other interesting choice wud be---> start working~ hurm..hopefully,dapatla keje yg ok. InsyaAllah,even it takes some time, I hope I will a get a very nice+fun+interesting job. Ade dah apply sket2 but blum seriously start to apply. Suke2 je baru. Biar dulu, bile sume da settle, and da balik kl nanti baru start job searching tuh ngan betul2. Hehe. So far, there are few post that Im looking forward to apply. Hopefully it all turn ok for me. Even skang pun, dah bepuluh ribu da graduate yang jobless. I think employer2 ni patut dahulukan fresh graduate, if you nak yang ade experience je sume, then what about the fresh graduate? Macam mane nak ade pengalaman bile takde company pun nak hire fresh graduate tol x? Aku memang x paham. SO actually, yang jobless2 tu even result power n tak dapat keje, bukan salah diorang sbnanye. Employer je skang banyak cekadak.Haha. Kalau private sector,lagi laa.. huhu. Tak sabar nak keje~!wuwuw

Entah, dilemma la sangat kononnye,macam aku sorg pulak ade dilemma camni. haha. even yang dah pun setahun graduate pun still lagi mencari2. Aku yang final projec pun merangkak2 ni ade hati nak cakap pasal keje. Ahaha. Hurm,hopefully aku dapat wat decision paling baik tuk diri aku ni. Ecewah. Yela...org boleh kate ape2,advise macam2..kaunselor la bagai.. but its me who will make the decision. And for now,memang blum ade final decision. HUh~ bertabah ainn bertabah! :)

Kampus life memang sangat la serabut kan.? Its a very hectic period in your life, but when it come to the end, you will surely miss it a lot. And Thats what im starting to feel right now. When its just about 2 months left, suddenly i have this kind of feeling to starting my freshie year again..Hehe. Miss those year that passed me by.. its like a blink of an eye..sedar2 da 3 tahun da kat sini,mencari ilmu. Hehe. Hopefully, all this would pay me something great in return, for the sake of my dearest family,and my own self. INsyaAllah..:)

Peace out~...(coding...coding...and coding...again... coding sampai lebam~) haha!

suprise..n more suprises..

its 11.19 pm. doing my overloading assignments yg tak siap2. Penat betul kepale bekerje..tapi lambat lagi nak bagi die rehat. dalam 2 bulan lagi. hurm..wats been up wif me lately? Election memang banyak suprise kan kali ni? Frankly speaking I think this season paklah memang tercabar n he has to do something to regain backs the people's trust. Though I dont know much about malaysia's politic,I think as somebody who is gonna start working very soon, I should at least pay a lil more attention on malaysia's politics scenario nowadays. I think we all should cuz after all its the place and country we live in. Who cares you may ask? Well I care.Hehe nak ckap pasal politik,macam la terer kan..

Speaking of mengundi..Actually aku regret jugak cuz tak mendaftar awal2 lat year.. dah la besday awal gile..should register asap but i ddint have a time to do so. So,finally when kawan2 tanya.."ko tak balik mengundi ke ?" terase cam rugi sesangat. Dahla 5 tahun sekali. By the next election, if aku panjang umur..aku dah 26 mase tu..huhu gile tue. :P

Btw,life agak okay sekarang. My final project pun quite ok walaupun skang dah mase2 kritikal sebab less than a month je presentation tuh. Cuwak tak payah cakapla kan. But im doing my best rite now i do hope it pays me good in the end. The best part for the moment is of course, annual dinner which is in 3 days to come..~ yeay. beriye sikit la dis year cus dis year aku yg diraikan. ecewah.:)Tapi the theme agak upsetting sikit cuz its too common la.. come on guys...color as a theme? and red-black? LIke..hurm..sungguh tak best..but nevermind,its not the theme or the party or the food that matters most. Im going, Im excited because it has come to the end friends.. My 3 years here will soon end .. And the night should be one night to remember for the rest of our lives. Hurm..sedih la pulak tetibe. Hehe. But Hopefully,that night will be a great great one~

Recently, Im missing my friends from the good old days..yeah..those who come and go from my lives. They appear for one time, then they were gone, then appear again..and it loops to this day. I do hope that my future wont take much from my lives. I dont want my future without my good friends in it. hurm.. Speaking of which.. I think those frens whom once telling me theor lives is getting upside down..is now settling down perfectly... the way i wished for. Its a gud feeling to know that my friends are happy even they are so far away from my sight. It is good to know that in some place, some people you care about is doing great ..exploring new things in life. As for me, I dont demand much in my life. But there is this one thing left for me to do.. that I havent accomplish in my life yet. This one thing i wud call the biggest secret of my life. Haha. Boring.

Anyway, life just begin. Dah penat nak bersedih2 lagi. Kate pun azam baru nak life yang better dari dulu...jauh lagi baik dari life aku tahun2 before nih. And there's no use of saying if i dont do anythin rite? So..chill out~ and have great life~~ berusaha berusaha!!!

pagi Yang GelaP~

~~pagi yang gelap,kini sudah terang...lalalal~

Hujan is cool,isnt it? currently enjoy their songs,yang dapat menghilangkan tekanan adela dalam beberapa minit...kira okey la tuh..:)

Last two days,aku balik rumah. Ade beberapa sebab jugak yang membawa aku balik ke rumah even baru je seminggu lebih aku kat tganu tu. One of the reason, ialah tekanan melampau dengan fyp dan kegagalan aku perform dengan gemilang mase interview,dan juga kebosanan yang aku hadapi tentang this one particular thing. Haha. Bosan. Sebabnye banyak yang tak menarik,tapi yang penting dapat tengok muke parents aku yang tersayang betul2 membangunkan aku dari mimpi buruk.., cukup sgt2 menenangkan jiwa yang serabut nih. Hehe. Actually,i was planning to meet a friend. But yeap-like i said in my previous post, life aint always giving you what you want regardless just how dyingly u wanted it. :) But,its ok. Harap2 ade lagi peluang di hari2 muke. Haha. Hurm..I did sumting stupid di rumah arituh. Merepek-repek macam kerepek kentang tentang ntah ape bende..yang akhirnye baru aku sedar cume satu care melepaskan segala tekanan yang aku rasa mase tuh. Aku kadang2 cakap bende bukan2 di luar sedar. Aku harap at least,die akan paham ape sebenarnye yang jadi. (tapi rasanya die tak paham kot) Kadang2 rasa bengang je ngan diri sendiri yang susah nak spill things out. Pade org yang paling aku percaya dalam dunia pun,maseh lagi susah. I guess im being even more skeptical every days. But blame me not, banyak bende terjadi yang menyusahkan aku untuk easily give my trust to people. And as for now,i guess I can learn to live with it. :)

Cume yang tak best,bile kadang2 diri ini cakap merepek2 sampai org2 yang terdekat pun boleh terasa. Millions apologies deep from my heart. I am an open minded, I am a great listener. I am sumone you can count on. But my trust? Its sumthing that you can not get easily. Sangat terharu bile ade juga sudi bertanye tentang problem aku, sebab kadang2 aku terasa macam takde sape pun yang amik peduli. (thanks,:)) But its true,right? We are never alone in this world. There will always be the light at the end of a tunnel, there will always be a way out from even the most miserable life we cud possibly live in. As long as we want to,cuz it all depends on us. Hehe. Time motivate org lain, rasa macam pandai je.. tapi kadang2 aku ni jadi org2 kurang motivasi yang perlu dimotivasikan. :)

Anyway,hidup mesti diteruskan jugak. Aku harap org2 yang pelik dengan kelakuan aku akhir2 ni,faham dan terime la diri ku yang gile kadang2 ni seadanya. AKu masih lagi diri aku yang kalian kenali dulu, aku mengaku,banyak yang berubah stiap hari. Tapi, the inner side of me,always stay the same.. :) Thanks to this one particular person, I knew I acted crazy. But u know me better rite? forgive me..

These days,I feel like Im getting closer to the real path. The real world out there who will determined who will I be in the future, Its scary tho,but the journey is something that I am looking for..

To be the woman whom her personality is admired..
To be able to finally be a woman who decides.. *smile*

Chayokkk~!
note about my fyp : Its killing me...wats with this JPGraph anyway? Susah nak mati...wuwuw..
Note for you my fren : sorry for those merepek things. kawan kan? kan? Hehe :)

A walk to rememBer~

It has been a while since I do things wholeheartedly. I dunno but these last few weeks,i hardly recognised myself. I was in the middle of self-ness and things slowly falling out of place. I dunno how to express it here,but this me isnt the real me. Everything that had happened in these few weeks took control of my life and somehow I forgot just how strong i am. I used to stand strong within any trials in my life be it frustrations,failure..or even a loss. But I think I m losing it. Big time. I hate this feeling I get everytime i think about it. That unwelcomed yet so unbearable feeling. I wish I have someone, at least one person to spill it out. Spill everything to him/her who care enough to listen..I wish..

Well,life's still great. Things come unexpectedly.Also this good friend of mine.He came back abruptly,and showing careness he always has for me since years ago. Only it is slightly different,and things cannot be exactly like before. But it is good to know that we still own that relationship that have been built since we were young..:)Looking at him in a whole new way,I knew just how fair life is that God created for us. He took something from you,and He definitely will give you something sweeter in return. I know my life will not be the same anymore.Or as how i wanted it to be. But when i think more about it, I realize that i dont want to be there again. To be at the place where I was not needed. Where I wasnt important. The place I thought was the best place that I could be,was just a dream. Now I wake up to new brighter days..hopefully.. Losing it was something I can never forget. I never will,but maybe,God has other plan for me,a better one :) I am going to look forward now. InsyaAllah~ I believe life cant be that bad..:)

Life is suprising and its the beauty of life. New ones change the old ones. Hate turns to love. And tears turns to smiles again. What matter the most is how we live our lives. You can never be so strong and pretend that you are fine with everything. But its okay to at least trying to be. You can easily say that you r strong..that nothing can let you down. But life aint easy. Sometimes,we dont want to appear fragile so that we dont get that pity looks from everyone else. We laugh,we smile like nothing bothering us. We went out with great people and share good times together.. they couldnt sense just how sad u feel inside, bcoz u wanted it to be a happy moments. We feel happy by all those pretenses. And some other times,we just have to cry and let everything out. But it doesnt make us hypocrite. Its just how to live. It is Only in our dreams,that we can live in a life without troubles,tears and failures. But we live in real world,and in real world..all of that are part and parcels of it.

Its time to get to the real thing. My 3 years of life here,it would all end soon. I dont know if i would miss it. But I know,there are people that I would never forget for the rest of ma life..there are millions of experiences that oi would cherish still.. It was how i felt about myself that brought the completeness in ma life here..After all,i learnt a LOT about things i never knew existed..:)
Be Strong, be A fightER, not A quitter~!!!! ---->motivate diri sendiri...

so unme!~

Aku baru habis interview untuk one of the biggest opportunity i could possibly have in my entire life,and i SCREWED up~ thanks ainn. Thanks a whole lot. Thank UMt. Thanks En.Mus for the 'great' topic for my final project. Oh yeah-thanks to my miserable life. Haha. Its not funny tho, but trying to put it this way....ive tried MY VERY BEST. But manusia buat silap,dan aku buat silap kali ni. Ntah sape patut disalahkan? Me? Hurm..of cource la..eventually it will all point back at me. Hurm..why do i have to be so nice all the times? When will i finally do wats best for ME?

Im tired. Smoge aku bertabah. Ainn,you're not a quitter. You're not a quitter.

Priceless...

"The best things in life are not free but priceless"

- Benjamin Lichtenberg


"You don't know what power you have until you make choices in a hard time"
- Lord Dragnys

Some quotes for the day..:) Besides doa in my everyday's prayers..these kinda quote always lift me up.. Always light up my spirit to go through the day. Life aint easy,rite? Kite manusia ni kadang2 tak perasan, yang Tuhan bagi ujian sebab Dia tahu kita boleh hadapi ujian tuh. The important thing is to be strong. and never give up. Focus on your strengths not your weaknesses.. Focus,focus!!

Why am i writing this anyway? Because i am in the middle of self-ness dan hidup sangat menensenkan pade waktu nih. Stressful ~!! AAaaaa... Kuatkanlah diri saye ini! Berusaha berusaha!! \(^0^)/

Valentines mood..~

Heyyo~ Sedar atau tak sedar..Mase setiap hari berjalan. Tak pernah pun sedetik berhenti. Bermakne semakin hari,kite semakin tua..(aku le tu paling tue skang).. Semakin hari,semakin jauh perjalanan hidup yang kita dah lalui.. Bile bangun hari2 pagi2 tuh, patut bersyukur sebab bernapas lagi atas muke bumi ni..Macam aku,kadang2 takut nak bangun pagi bile pikir hari yang semakin hari semakin berjalan meninggalkan aku. Haha. Ayat skema sangat pulak. Tapi,betul. Aku takut. Tapi adat manusia la kan,suka bertangguh. Ini perangai aku yang cukup paling aku menyampah sekali dengan diri sendiri. Rase nak tendang tendang je diri sendiri tiap kali buat perangai macam tuh. Macam projek final aku skarang. Siapa yang salah? Tuhla,suka sangat tunggu last2 minute baru nak terkejar dateline. Sungguh bad habitku yang tak pernah hilang dari zaman sekolah.Patut kene tendang kan? Tapi masalahnye kan, selalunye last2 minute nih berkesan untuk aku. Test yang aku study last2 minute ni selalunye score. Yang dah ready berminggu2 sebelum,biasenye senang betul aku lupe. Haha. Ape ape jela. People make mistakes. Eh,tetibe je. Haha.

Anyway, today is 14th February...Hrm..ape ape menarek tentang ari nih? Mestilah ValEntiNes Day.~ (tetibe pun tulisan jadi warne merah..) Haha.Bagi kapel-kapel yang romantic gitu,ni hari yang dinantikan. Ade yang tak pernah menabung seumur hidup pun,sanggup menabung semata-mata nak belikan love ones adiah untuk valentines. Aww.. Bukan la aku sambut pun,tapi perasan atau tidak, setiap tahun pun,isu Valentine memang jadi pertikaian semua pihak,especially bila isu keagamaan disentuh. Okay,lets do not talk about isu keagamaan kat sini. Hehe. Tak sesuai sebab aku pun masih lagi manusia jahil yang mencuba memperbaiki kelemahan diri. Ecewah. =)

And bile ade yang happy mesti ade vice versanye- kalau ade yang bergumbira dengan loved ones, there are people out there who are brokenhearted and feel lonely. Huhu. Kalau dari my own point of view,sebenarnye takde ape yang nak disedihkan kalau pun kite hidup single. Singlehood isnt that bad, sometimes it can be a better way of living our lives. Haha. I do not give any statement here la kan,tapi aku rasa singlehood tuh zaman yang patut dicherish dan patut dienjoykan.. Its the period of time where you can be wholely yourself, doing your things, being happy to chase what you want in life, be it love,succes,dreams,hopes..or anything. and definitely..singlehood shouldnt be a reason for keeping yourself away from your suroundings. Aku respect mereka2 yang single dan hidup happy, daripada yang ade relationship tapi hidup sedeyh,tertekan..apetah lagi bile freedom tersekat. Tapi pendapat org kan lain-lain..? This is my opinion and i believe opinions are never wrong..=)

Anyway..Valentine tetap juga disambut. Paling tidak pun,mesti ada wish2 dari kawan2 dan boyfren2,dan gurlfwen2.. Thanks to all my sweeties who wish me on the day.. I felt appreciated ;) Hehe. Its sweet isnt it? The day where you call up your loved ones and tell them you love them,and that you care. For those yang memang lovie-dovie,celebrate kat tempat2 high class, and sweeter when you buy bouquet of flowers and chocs and with those love notes. Yeah-its so sweet. Pade yang pemalu,yang bukan jenis romantik tuh, hari ni la hari untuk cuba tunjuk kasih sayang dengan lebih jelas,nyata dan terang. Hehe. Apepun, terpulanglah pada masing2 kan. Aku tak menafikan apa apa saja pertikaian yang dibuat tentang hari valentine nih. Macam aku cakap tadi,isu keagamaan lebih baik jangan disentuh bila kita mempertikaikan sesuatu perkara kalau kita tak tahu sangat. After all,it will all depends on us human to make judgements. We have the right to think freely about anything,right? Sesuatu yang baik,yang membawa kegembiraan mungkin tak salah untuk diraikan. Cuma pasti-dalam apa saja yang kita buat-akan ada batasannya. That's for us human to think ;) Its our responsibilities to build up our boundaries. And it never wrong to stand for what we believe in. No matter what people think or say about us, its OUR life. So, as long as we are happy and content, i believe we deserve to do everything that what we want to *wink*

Apepun,happy valentines to everyone who is in love. As for me, my love is beyond this day or even flowers,or a box of chocolate. For my lovely family,my caring friends,and the wonderful me myself, happy hari kaseh dan sayang~! =)Let shower our loved ones wif lots n lots of luv~
muah~=)

kerana sepasang selipar..

ada ape dengan selipar? selipar jepun? selipar tandas? selipar pasar malam? Atau apepun jenis selipar yang wujud kat bumi nih. Ia tetap selipar jugak,kegunaannye pun tetap sama. Letaknya di kaki. Tempat berpijak so kaki kita tak masuk cacing. Haha. Bukan tu ke yang mak bapak atuk nenek kita selalu cakap masa kecil2 dulu? Pakai selipar..kalau tak kaki nanti masuk cacing. Fakta yang sampai agak2 aku darjah 6 aku masih pikirkan kelogikannya. Boleh ke cacing masuk dalam kaki aku? Sempat ke die nak korek lubang,pastu masuk masa aku jalan2 tak pakai selipar tuh? power nye cacing tuh, kate aku di dalam hati. Tapi itu dulu la. Haha.

Ape yang aku nak cerita sebenarnye nih? Selipar. Memang, selipar letaknya di kaki. Bende yang penting dalam kehidupan kita sebenarnya walaupun kewujudannya macam tak berapa diperasan oleh kita. Hehe. Bagi aku, selipar bukan hanya sekadar selipar. Ia bawa banyak makna dan kenangan dalam hidup aku. Selipar yang satu masa dahulu, tak pernah aku amik pusing sangat, sampai lah satu hari itu dalam hidup aku.

Macam aku cakap tadi, kewujudan selipar dalam hidup aku bukan sekadar di pakai di kaki. Even this one selipar that i own..aku tak pernah sekali pun pakai. Tak pernah sekali pun letak di kaki. Kadang2 pening aku pk sampai bila aku nak gantung je selipar tuh dalam bilik aku? Bila balik rumah,masuk bilik,nampak selipar tuh, aku rasa nak gelakkan diri sendiri pun ade. Kenape lah aku buat bende yang aku buat nih. Aku sendiri yang paham diri aku kan. Selipar comel yang datang dari seorang kawan. Its cute. PRICELESS. Apepon, moral of the story dalam citer selipar ni ialah.. Small things sometimes matter most in our lives.. walaupun hanye sehelai kertas pun,kalau ia ade sentimental value,of kos kite akan value bende tu kan? Sometimes, we didnt notice that small things actually means a lot more that we thought it wud. And bagi aku, selipar ni, memang aku takkan pakai sampai bila2.,sebab kenangan dan memori di sebalik selipar tuh, tak termampu untuk aku letak kat kaki aku yang bushuk mashem ni.. Haha. Lumrah alam..bila kita dah kehilangan sesuatu, baru kita akan tahu nilai sebuah kehadiran itu.. Its okay to still value and cherish what we once had,. Its also okay to cry once in a while for the things we lost. Tapi tak bermaksud kita ni lemah,we will always have a way of moving on with our lives kan? Huhu. Last but not least...Appreciate your loved ones, let them know how you feel,and that you care for them. If you hesitate today, then maybe tomorrow it wud be too late. And trust me, regret is the worst feeling that you could possibly feel in your life..~

LIfe yg SemaKin serAbut~

its 2.30 pm. Dan aku berade di kampus untuk online walaupun aku taktahu ape kejadahnye bende yang aku cari ni. Aku tgh berusaha mengcoolkan diri walaupun sebenarnye sangatlah tekanan sebab projek final yang still macam tuh jugak. Takde perkembangan,masalah besar sebab aku betul2 taktahu source untuk coding gantt chart tuh. Isk. Tapi biarlah kejap. At least, aku dah recover dari tekanan yang lain. Haha.

Arini aku ade midterm test. Test yang macam susah tapi taklah susah sangat. Not bad, aku boleh la jugak jawab. Okey la kiranya,insyaAllah tak fail. Hehe

Tanpe sedar dah 3 hari aku ade semula kat bumi tempat aku menuntut ilmu ni. Peh, macam mimpi je seminggu bersenang lenang kat rumah tuh. Aku dah mule pun rindu dengan rumah aku~ hUHu.
Rumah ku terchenta yang jauh dari mate,tapi dekat je di hati =)

Ape yang menarek baru baru nih? CJ7~yeap. Aku dah tengok dah citer tuh, Well,my comment is...not bad at all-->walaupun tak macam citer stephen show yang streotype dulu2 tuh, lain sikit. Ade elemen kekeluargaan sikit,and touching story. Ape yang membuat ia lagi best was the person i watched the movie with. Haha. Dah lame tak buat keje gile tgk midnite movie, tapi idea spontan die buat bende tu jadi pulak. Biasalah..kalau planning berbulan pun belum tentu jadi,tapi biasanya planning yang spontaneous nih selalunye on je. So there i was,watching the movie with him.Selepas lebih kurang 5 tahun tak jumpe,tak nampak bayang die. Aku ingatkan dah takkan ade chance nak spend time dengan die, yela..dah tak jumpe bertahun2. Muke aku pun agaknye die da tak ingat. Alhamdulillah dapat jugak jumpa walaupun kejap. I was happy that night. It was a nice midnite movie date..haha.. Finally got a chance of meeting him, i noticed that he's changed a lot from what i remembered. =) But he still owns the charms I once fall for *smile* Tapi tulah,baru bergumbira2,tetibe its the time for me to go back to campus.. Sedar-sedar dah ade kat umah sewa balek. Macam mimpi je pulak tgk movie tuh.

Anyway, I hope he was happy to see me too. Life isnt the same like schoolyears anymore. So,the chances of catching up is always the thing Im waiting for. Maybe after this,there will be no chance anymore,who knows right? But I hope he lives happily and found the perfect opportunity to start his career. I've always know that he will succed one day. Gud luck to you ;) (da kaye jgn lupe kite..haha)

Apepon, mase nak bermain2 dah makin suntuk, aku boleh ucapkan selamat tinggal pade zaman berseronok. Lepas ni zaman serius akan bermula. Haha. Aku kene lebih komited dengan projek nih,masalahnya kekuatan tuh macam biskot. Kejap ade kejap kang hilang. Apepon, ganbate kudasai untuk diri sendiri~! Sekarang, nak mintak tolong kawan2 pun susah sikit sebab masing2 pun dah sibuk dengan projek masing2. Jadi kene usaha sendiri. Entahlah. WAAAAA...~ God,help me~

peace out~

The new me. The journey of finding the lost soul..

Welcome to my blog. Hehe. Welcome 2008~!
Semoge tahun baru membawa kebahagian melimpah ruah kepada anda sekalian.
Hehe. Ini blog baru aku. Before ni aku pernah ade friendster blog, tapi baru baru ni aku dah delete blog tuh dan decide untuk buat blog baru. Maybe sebab bosan kot blog kat friendster tuh,so aku decide nak wat something new untuk tahun baru nih. Actually memang aku susah nak update ape2 dalam ni since aku sekarang final year student kat one of ipta di malaysia nih. Mane nak kejar dateline assignment lagi, dan juge final projek aku yang lagi 2 bulan nak kene siap tuh. Tesis lagi. Kalau fikir banyak banyak, boleh sawan aku dibuatnye. Tapi biasela dalam hidup, susah dulu senang kemudian kan? Tapi masalahnye aku ni asek susah je, bile nye nak senang pun aku tak tahu. Haha. Bosan.

Apepon, aku mengharapkan yang lebih baik dalam tahun 2008 ni untuk diri aku dan keluarga aku dan juga teman2 rapat aku. dan jugak teman tak bape nak rapat. pendek kate untuk semua org la. Haha. tahun 2007 banyak menyaksikan kesedihan dalam life aku. Entah ape yang silap, aku ke? atau keadaan atau ape ape la yang mungkin belum dapat aku carik jawapannye. yang pasti, banyak yang aku nak ubah dalam life 2008 nih, especially tentang diri aku, my inner side. Kelaka bile kadang2 kite rasa kite kenal diri kita, tapi bile kite cuba untuk terangkan siapa diri kita, tergagap gagap. Macam soalan klise dalam interview. Describe yourself. Ramai calon ternganga-nganga tercungap cungap. Haha. Padahal senang je kan soalan tuh kalau diikutkan? Ituhlah,kita belum cukup sebenanye kenal diri kita. Mungkin kadang2 kita terlepas pandang, tapi mengenali sebenar benarnya siapa diri kita sangat sangat la penting. Kalau diri sendiri pun kita tak berapa kenal,how can we expect others to know us,kan?

Good luck pade diri sendiri~ semoga 2008 membawa seribu malah berjuta juta makna untuk life aku yang mendatang. Tuhan maha adil,kan? Dia uji hamba-Nya sebab die tahu kita mampu hadapi ujian tuh. Ujian2 tahun 2007 aku da lepas da, ujian pekse pun lepas ngan cemerlang last sem. Haha . Bangge pulak. Berbaloi ape yg aku usahakan, dan janji aku untuk tak mencampuradukkan personal problem dengan education aku. Hehe.

Sebagai manusie biase ni, kite kene tahu bezekan mane yang lebih penting dan tahu juga mane yang kurang penting. Tapi, problemo nye ialah, tak ramai pun manusia yang tahu bezekan bende nih. Kesian kan. Apepon, ganbate kudasai~

Mari berdoa untuk life yang lebih baik~ :)